alright the other day i decided to go for a drive when i realised i had nothing to do and i was sick of aimlessly walking around my house. so basically i ended up at the spit. which was surprisingly cool. 

basically i ended up writing some shit, which may or may not be any good. but it was inspired by my surrondings. a good friend of mine recently told me one way or another, that the good the bad and the ugly all deserve a place to stay... so here it is.

she's sick of her life

sick of her friends

that she though had meant

so much more than this

well she though wrong

she climbs in her car

tank almost dry

the pulls out the drive

trying not to cry

the knows that she can make it

on this one way trip

she runs

runs to the ocean

and she dives

dives in with her clothes on

she lets the salt 

wash away the tears

all this pain

all these fears

he knocks on her door

hoping he made it

he finds a note

left before him

he knows he is to late to help her

but he had his chance

the note that she left him

sits with a loaded gun

he wants to stop reading

its already begun

the cold metal runs along his finger tips

put this between your lips

pull the trigger 

go on i dare you

pull the trigger 

go on i dare you

and she swims

she doesnt look back

the drained from her clothes

like faded memories

and she swims

she wont ever go back

she is finally free

from her broken dreams

so run

run to the ocean

dive in with your clothes on

let the salt burn your eyes 

and wash away the tears

as it takes way the pain

as it takes away your fears

run to the ocean.

yeah

song most played today:  globes and maps - something corporate

last song played on guitar: heroine  - something corporate

music that im digging:  songs or silent movies

favourite quote i recently read or heard:  i wont quote it all, but the first page of my journal was written by simonne, it is amazing.

thoughts: stoked on sizzler giving me free meal vouchers because they are slack as hell. thinking about what im gonna do tomorrow, maybe head out on the water, not sure. see what people are up to i guess.